♥ Saturday, October 14, 2006 ♥
8:45:00 AM
i dunnoe wad got over me.
u are jus a past and nothing else more.
i dunnoe why;
but i ended up crushing up
which i've never done it before.
i made myself looking some silly person
or shld the word 'idiot' be more apporiate?
i'm rather confused
yet there wasnt anyone who's leading me out of the dark
i understood wad u are trying to say
take it tt i'm confused by the change in tone and everything
take it tt i dunnoe y u are saying this.
or u can think tt i'm fed up wif each and single change tt was made
perhaps u have always been like this
the person who got wrong was jus ME only
mayb all along I'M jus the one who doesnt noe u
or had protray a good image about u
which everything was jus so fake
tt's y i fell down again
this time deeper than the last time
now it required a larger force to pull me out of this
it's as though i had fallen into a pool of mud
if it's too late, then i might b drown inside there
and i will b able to free myself from pain
i wished i could jus let go of my hands
i might suffer from the sinking in the mud and the lack of O2
but it will jus b a while
then i can really leave this world
one wrong step and i'll b gone
